a blogger forever

I was really down and out during the time I decided to start this blog. Some months before that, I was crying and talking to myself. A lot of things have been going on in my head, in my life and the moment I was writing my first post. I told myself, it is time for me to let everything out and not just to another person or to my husband but, to anyone who would come across my blog. Later on, I realized that age really changes everything in me. I sat down in front of the computer one morning to write down how disappointed I was, only to find out that I cannot publish it. There are still a lot of things that I have not the courage to tell the whole world. I don't want to struggle in forcing myself to do it, because I know I will be alright later on. And I did, but something else came up again and then was gone, and then something new again but my blogging is not getting anywhere. ... One more thing is that my headache is crippling me most of the time. But, I have found time to practice my creativity in photography and drawing the stories in my past which makes me glad....and that's how I decided to keep it and continue blogging. I would surely be happy to reach my 100 days and more.