job destiny

I have tried a lot of different kinds of jobs after college in between moving from present job to finding another one. I have tried being a small enterpreneur selling dried fish in the market(just because my father bought a space without telling me first, but it was okay, I gave it a try), a real estate agent, a stockbrocker(that lasted a week), sewing and designing baby dresses, an encoder to a swiss medical firm, an avon, tupperware and oriflame sales agent, a bag designer, a school secretary, a cosmetic office assistant, a publishing all around staff, a hospital staff, a medical records manager and now a non salaried willing gardener, housewife and even a part time office assistant to my husband. Looking back, I know I had some tough and hard times but I came thru successfully with some few regrets but the greatest experiences of my life. In the past, many people have wondered what I really wanted in life and I have never tried explaining myself or any decision I have made to any person that would question me. I was independent in so many ways regarding how my life should go and have gone. It was pure acceptance of the facts. I can say, I am a dreamer but not a big one. It was enough for me to accept the circumstances that goes with my life’s condition and status. I try not to struggle to achieve a far away and impossible dream that can lead to my being unsatisfied or even depressed and would cause a lot of heartaches for my loveones. Spare me of the details because it is a very long story actually. As of now, I am thinking what is the next job for me.